itunes mix (sorry nicole im posing u but it looked funn!!!)

I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel.
I want a sunburn, just to know that I'm alive...
Don't tell me if I'm dyin, cause I don't wanna know.
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go.
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming of angels on the moon.
Where everyone you know never leaves too soon.

I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Do you ever think, when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love It comes at much too high a cost
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling

I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you


You fucker, get up
come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift that has been given to me

If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face

If love is a labor I'll slave 'till the end.
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

I'm the fire man
Weezy. Allergic to wintertime


There's no love, everybody's crying
There's no truth, everyone's misguided

And now the end is here!


HOLY CRAPP THAT WAS SO FUN!!!!!!!!!!

A quote i found that i thought fit nicely

"It rains on the ones who deserve the sun."

I LOVE U MYZAA
itll all b ok
and...itll b ovr soon


<3<3<3<3<3

Just For The Record...

When you say "I love you" mean it
Words are just words; trust me I've seen it

If you're asking if I need you
the answer is always and forever

If you're asking if I'll leave you
then the answer is never

If you're asking what I value most
the answer is surely you,

If you're asking if I love you
the answer is I do

I love you with my heart, body ,and soul.
Your big blue eyes have taken their toll.

You complete me.
You make my life worth living.
I am not me when you're not there.
To know you and to love you
is the most beautiful dream.
I can only hope that I never wake up.

Never say "I love you"
if you don't really care,

Never talk about feelings
if they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart.

Never say you're going to,
if you never plan to start.

Never look in my eyes
if all you do is lie.

Never say hello,
if you really mean goodbye.

If you really mean forever,
please just say you will try.

Never say forever
cause forever makes me cry.

It takes only a second to say I love you,
but so much more to show you i do.

If you love me as much as I love you,
nothing but death can part us two.

Tears in my eyes, you on my mind,
love in my heart, the world is behind

Should I hate you because you hurt me?
Or should I love you because you make me feel special?

I think that answer to that is inevitable.

I love you more than any word can say ...

I love you more than every action I take ...

and I'll be right here loving you till the end of forever.

So Much (OUR SONG!!!)

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one

How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
When I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
Gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide

Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt

Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down

Well, I'm ready
Well, I'm ready
I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me

Pack your things we can leave today
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home

If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face

How does it feel?

For Tiv, Nicole, and Maia

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say (Nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothin' you can do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, Yeah yeah

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah..

La da da da, la da da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Confused

You know what?
I try.

I do.
REALLY hard
to make sure that everyone else
gets hurt the least amount possible
before my happiness

i ALWAYS think of you first
i did that whole time
and i still am

ask anybody!
i was always upset when u were
it wasn't a pretense

whenever we talk im talking about u
if you would talk to me i could tell u what about

but im sick
of trying so hard
just to get blamed for it

it makes me wonder if its even worth it?
but then, of course it is.
duhh

Why would i pretend?
im not that kind of person
i dont pretend.
i wear my heart on my sleeve for the most part
im right out there.

I mean, i can understand
obviously
i can see exactly where you're coming from
and why you would be doing this

ur upset
and lost
and confused
and need a way 2 get it out
whether its conscious
or subconscious
i think its subconscious
i don't think you would try and hurt me on purpose

I'm not blaming you
this isnt what this is about
im just confused
i dont c HOW i couldve used you...for anything!
i really don't know where you're coming from

i really just don't know

Anytime, Anywhere, Anything

When you don't know just what to say,
Look to me, I'll help you through
When you don't know just what to think,
Look to me, I'll think for you
When you're lost inside yourself,
Look to me, I'll find you there
And when your world seems upside down,
Look to me, I'll help you bear it all

If you ever need a friend
Someone to love until the end
Look to me, baby, for anything
Look to me, I'll help you sing
If you ever want a hand,
Or need to get out of this land
Look to me, baby, for anything
Look to me, I'll help you sing
Because I'll love you till the stars turn cold
I'll be there when you need someone to hold
Anytime baby, anywhere
Look to me, I'll be there

When you don't know to laugh or cry,
Look to me, I'll help you out
When you just can't spit something out,
Look to me 'cuz I can shout
When you don't know who your friends are,
Look to me, I'll show you who
When you need to know that you are loved,
Look to me, I've always loved you

If you ever need a friend
Someone to love until the end
Look to me, baby, for anything
Look to me, I'll help you sing
If you ever want a hand,
Or need to get out of this land
Look to me, baby, for anything
Look to me, I'll help you sing
Because I'll love you till the stars turn cold
I'll be there when you need someone to hold
Anytime baby, anywhere
Look to me, I'll be there

Sometimes it's just so hard to know
How everything is gonna go
Sometimes you just don't want to see
How everything is gonna be
Don't you worry about a thing
I'll take you under my wing
We can make it, you will see
Until the end baby, you and me

If you ever need a friend
Someone to love until the end
Look to me, baby, for anything
Look to me, I'll help you sing
If you ever want a hand,
Or need to get out of this land
Look to me, baby, for anything
Look to me, I'll help you sing
Because I'll love you till the stars turn cold
I'll be there when you need someone to hold
Anytime baby, anywhere
Look to me, I'll be there

Look to me, I'll be there
Oh, oh, oh
Anytime baby, anywhere
Look to me...
I'll be there