Confused

You know what?
I try.

I do.
REALLY hard
to make sure that everyone else
gets hurt the least amount possible
before my happiness

i ALWAYS think of you first
i did that whole time
and i still am

ask anybody!
i was always upset when u were
it wasn't a pretense

whenever we talk im talking about u
if you would talk to me i could tell u what about

but im sick
of trying so hard
just to get blamed for it

it makes me wonder if its even worth it?
but then, of course it is.
duhh

Why would i pretend?
im not that kind of person
i dont pretend.
i wear my heart on my sleeve for the most part
im right out there.

I mean, i can understand
obviously
i can see exactly where you're coming from
and why you would be doing this

ur upset
and lost
and confused
and need a way 2 get it out
whether its conscious
or subconscious
i think its subconscious
i don't think you would try and hurt me on purpose

I'm not blaming you
this isnt what this is about
im just confused
i dont c HOW i couldve used you...for anything!
i really don't know where you're coming from

i really just don't know