who do you turn to

when your worst enemy
your worst fear

is yourself?

what can you possibly do?

help

SEVEN POUNDS

okay guys i just watched this movie
im still crying
it was the BEST MOVIE IN THE WHOLE WORLD
which is a big thing for me b/c i LOVE the notebook
and this was SOO amazing
omg i cant even get over it
it was just so...like bizarre but so amazing

i really wanna go on and on about it
but i dont wanna ruin for aynone who hasnt cn it cuz i think if u kno the end and stuff it ruins it
and im gonna make ian watch it so NO ONE TELL HIM
hahaha

woww
crazy amazing movie omgomgomg

Anonymus

okay
I'm going to show you all a few of their comments 2 me recently

"yeah, new record! congrats!"
(sarcastically about me going out with ian for 2 months)

"ohhh waaaahnn.
being popular is just so hard isn't it?"

"so, let me get this...
you're so popular it hurts, so you have to dump your boyfriend?
smooth."

"yeah, cuz "mrs. I've been popular my entire life!" totally wants to be someone else because her life is "just so difficult!"
... figures"

you know

maybe there's way more to my life
than being popular

i dont even think about it!
its not something i try to be
it's never been something i really want

i just try to be nice to everybody
because i can find the good things
in everyone
and don't you think everyone deserves a chance
to have a friend or two?

i don't know what your problem is
or what the hell you have against me

but really
try and get to know me
before you judge me

Sigh

Hey-

I know you didn't get the one thing you really wanted
i know it hurt you really bad

im so so so so sorry that happened
really, i am
i feel terrible about it all the time

but theres one thing i just don't get.

i tried to help you
i encouraged you
i NEVER talked about you behind your back

and now...

that's what YOU'RE doing?

Why?

are you jealous?
cuz i got my happiness?

or resentful,
cuz i cast aside what you wanted?

or just want some drama?

it's probably one of those
and that's okay
nobody's perfect

but really...

it's so much more
than just a "face to face relationship"

it's so much more
than just sexual stuff

it's so much more
than ive ever had

and no, i DONT think we've been going out 2 long
it's been 2 months as of TODAY

you can say anything you want about me

besides that

please leave me and my happiness there

alone

Perfect

Hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Baby, it's okay (reinstated)

It's okay.
Feel free love.

Take my heart
in the palm of your hand
don't listen to it breaking
don't listen to it crying out for you.

twist it
tear it
contort it

until all that's left
is a broken replica
of what used to be
the biggest part
of me.

watch it bleed
suffocate it
suffocate ME

What can I do anyways?

It's okay baby.
Do whatever you want
with my heart.

It's yours remember?