Tuesday

Sigh

Hey-

I know you didn't get the one thing you really wanted
i know it hurt you really bad

im so so so so sorry that happened
really, i am
i feel terrible about it all the time

but theres one thing i just don't get.

i tried to help you
i encouraged you
i NEVER talked about you behind your back

and now...

that's what YOU'RE doing?

Why?

are you jealous?
cuz i got my happiness?

or resentful,
cuz i cast aside what you wanted?

or just want some drama?

it's probably one of those
and that's okay
nobody's perfect

but really...

it's so much more
than just a "face to face relationship"

it's so much more
than just sexual stuff

it's so much more
than ive ever had

and no, i DONT think we've been going out 2 long
it's been 2 months as of TODAY

you can say anything you want about me

besides that

please leave me and my happiness there

alone

13 comments:

italianogirl said...

i know how you feel!
i'm sick of people talking about me and my bf

and two months! congrats!

Anonymous said...

yeah, new record! congrats!

OLIVIA-ROSE. said...

anonymous,
will you just tell me if u go to my school?

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singin in the rain... said...

hey anonymus
that wasnt very nice
ive gone out wit ppl longer than that b4
that was actuall vair mean
jeez

Anonymous said...

god, don't have a hernia.
if this is about me,
i don't care.

and juss for the record,
why the heck would i be jealous of you? you have your life,
i have mine.
jealous of your happiness?
jealous because of ian?
yeah, right.
if you think that's true,
then you better get your head straight cause there's no way i feel like that.

no freaking way.

singin in the rain... said...

then what IS is maia?
huh?
where the hell r u coming from

singin in the rain... said...

and i didnt say it had 2 b cuz ur jealous
im juss trying 2 figure out WHAT ur thinking

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Anonymous said...

whatever.
i don't care.
i don't even know how you know.
it doesn't matter though.
it's your life, not mine.
you don't have to get all rawrish.

Anonymous said...

yes, i will.

singin in the rain... said...

well when things get said, eventually they get around to who they were about. thats how i know