Dreaming...

hmmm...
jacob got me thinking
about dreams
and their point

i mean,
what IS the point of a dream?

My dreams never make sense

It's like they get
twisted.

Bizarrely so.

They take the things
that you want most in the world
and distort them
into something that you don't want at ALL

or visa versa

they take things you hate
or have at least
learned not to love
and make them
the most important thing
to you.

why?

what could possibly contort
your thoughts
into a soap opera?

The past week,
I have been dreaming
about things
that should not be.

And now I'm even more confused than ever.
what I want
what I love
what it right
what is wrong
are all mixed up
swirled together
into a mess
that i can make no sense of

but in a way...
it's fun to dream

it's FUN
to allow your mind to wander
in ways that you won't let it
consciously

most times i never want to wake up.

I wonder if death is just one big dream?
if it is, i think i would readily accept it.

Would you?