Gina

You know what girl?
It sucks

not knowing
when enough is enough
having to worry all the time
have i taken this too far?

but there doesn't have to be
all that pressure
just take a deep breath
and let it all go

you gotta think really really deep down
to what you know IN YOUR CORE
is the right thing to do
cuz it's definitely there

even if it's something you don't want to do
something that you think might lose something/someone
you have to have to HAVE to listen to it

otherwise, as maybe you have noticed,
you start to lose who you are

floundering around
grasping for ties to who you once were
wondering who this new girl is
who tests limits

and sometimes, that's a good thing
changing into someone else and all that
and maybe that's what you want to do!

but from what it sounds like,
it's not what you want

and I'm not trying to get into your head or anything
and maybe i interpreted this all wrong
maybe you're talking about something completely different

but if im not wrong, the same thing happened to me before
i got lost, for a while
but eventually i found myself

and even though at first it seemed i messed up bad,
in the long run it's been so much better

you can't let yourself get lost in someone else's reality
in someone else's limits
or expectations
or what they think

it's gotta be
YOUR reality
YOUR limits
YOUR expectations
YOUR LIFE

if it's one person who's causing this
causing you to wonder where your limits are
talk to them about it
let them know
if they're a good person they'll listen
take it into account

If they really love you,
they'll know you have to hold on to who you were
and they'll accept that.

If not,
they don't deserve you.
at all.

But hold on to your innocence.
Cuz that's the one thing you can't take back
mo matter how bad you want to.

You're such a great person
i don't even know you that well!!
so if I can know you're an amazing gal,
he (or whoever it is) should know that too.

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